I love you so much that sometimes if I’m in the right emotional state something as simple as a song lyric can immediately spin me plummeting into a wave of how I felt when I didn’t have you and before I know it I’m crying in bed at 6AM listening to Third Eye Blind remembering how numbingly devastated I was without you in my life.
And someone, maybe even you, might read that and think holy shit that’s fucking insane. And yeah, it fucking is. But you make me feel. I wouldn’t trade that for anything. I feel happiness and sadness and joy and sympathy and love and pain and love and love and love. You make me feel all of that, sometimes at the same time, and that’s the best fucking thing in the world. Yeah, I’m insane and I’m crazy and this might be too much but you make me feel everything like it’s the first time and I feel it all at once and that’s the best gift anyone can give.